Yep, I will have to keep the kisses going! I will do my best to bring up moving in this weekend.
About the admiration...H said there was NOTHING I could have done about that. He said no matter what I would have said, it wouldn't have been the same as coming from someone completely new. I know he knows that I love him. But I don't think he feels like I find him attractive, I do tell him this often...but he thinks I am 'trying to make him feel better'. I do find him very sexy, and I don't understand why he doesn't see it. In his mind I was complimenting him because I "had" to, she was doing it because she really felt it. Does that make sense? Anyway, I am not sure how to compete with that. It is his issue, but I don't think I can win there.
I will work on the card this weekend. I do think we can have an even better relationship after all this. I think I took H and our life together for granted, and maybe got too comfortable. After this, I would not do that. I also think I depended on my H to meet all my needs, I didn't do my own things and he didn't do his own things. That is something we have both been able to do during this separation and would have to continue doing.
