I remember all those feelings. Whether I'm with my W or not I will eventually find that kind of love again. Right now it looks like it will be without W because I just am not willing to put any effort into 'fixing' it with her. These words keep echoing in my mind:
"When is someone going to be afraid they might lose FRANK?"
I don't deserve this treatment I'm getting. My W is not an abused W. And I AM a good man.
Before I get more posts questioning what I mean by this, I want to add "I am not willing to put any effort into 'fixing' it with her UNLESS she shows me she will actually put effort in also".
No, she doesn't have to beg or grovel or anything like that. I need to know she really wants to BE with me and she WILL do whatever we have to do - together- to make that happen. Sadly, I have come to believe that her basic character will not allow her to admit that she made a mistake by running away.
D17 says she is 'self absorbed' all the time. She is certainly doing her best to be detached.
