Your passion is what makes you who you are!!! What I like to think is that all this crap and pain burns away the sh*t that's accumulated all over our real selfs and the ones that make their way through it come out transformed in the end. They go back to being what they really are. And if the WAS/MLC'ers recognizes that, that's where the reconcilation starts.
I'm not there yet. But I'm getting closer ....
Hugs, babe.
Everybody hurts. It's part of life. Don't miss the good stuff.
What I like to think is that all this crap and pain burns away the sh*t that's accumulated all over our real selfs and the ones that make their way through it come out transformed in the end.
This would explain that burning sensation. I'm on fire today. I'm tired, I'm angry and I'm looking for ways to turn that into my armour for tonight (and beyond).
I know that feeling of anger and fury. I felt it myself this past summer when h decided to move out. Luckily, the weather was usually nice so I got my frustrations out by walking, and walking, and walking... It's too cold and snowy here now to do those walks, so it's a good thing I don't get angry much these days. Do you have a healthy outlet for your anger? Exercise? Kick boxing?
Just caught up on your thread. You didn't do anything wrong. You are an inspiration to so many of us here. Keep it up. You are human and your feelings count too!
Hang in there!
Hugs!
BA
Me:43 H:48 M:24 yrs T: 26 yrs 2 kids ILYNILWYA 8-07 - MOW 9-07 H moved out 8-2-08 Back 8-18-08 Affair continues Back home but not emotionally
