Drew,

I remember when Jack posted that to you. I liked it then too. Thanks for the reminder.

I know that there is always hope. I find that my defenses are kicking in b/c he's moving. The other thing that is happening with me is that I need to express this passion that I have. Passion for my family. I need to be vigilant here that it doesn't come out as rage.

kiki,

Ah, human...there's the rub. I'm not worried about treating him with kid gloves or that my anger will be "the end". I do need to find a way to give voice to it appropriately though. Unfortunately (?), what is appropriate seems so dispassionate. It comes off like "Are we acting civilized, while we're f***ing up our lives". There has to be something else.

HUGS