he keeps saying how it was the truth as he never told me before, how that's how he was always feeling. And I remember all the times he talked about the chances we could have of fixing things. Still brooding a bit at his stupid C who pushed him to "speak" up for his own, which is not wrong per se, but pretty much made him believe I was dragging him down and took all his MLC bs as gospel. I regret not going with him on the first appt, I think I was trying to let go and not meddle, but it sure helped when he was seeing the prev T, she knew where he was coming from, she knew me and knew the lies and the stuff he had done.
Its over, it's over, argh, must remind myself that, too late for should'ves and could'ves, it didnt' and perhaps even if I showed up he would've still come up with "the truth" he was hiding the "whole time"
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
