Soul searching and finding my footing

[peaceful_spirit]

CL, I'm still trying to figure out how to handle the gambling thing. I don't know if he mentioend it to his c. I tend to doubt it.

Cat, I'm keeping an eye on the ADD thing. But I will defer to his C on this. I'm tired of trying to diagnose him.

Mrs, thanks for checking in. I have been busy. I just got a new puppy! She is cute, but a lot of work. I don't know why I felt the need to take on more responsibility and stress. But she is a bundle of love.

Things are fine on the H front. We're having fun with the pup. We've had a nice few weeks. My birthday was a few weeks ago, and it was a great birthday. He got me a Coach purse, which I love. We also went on a hike as a family. In fact, his C had said to him that being active like that shoudl start to fill his need for "excitement".

I've been feeling a little off lately. And it really has nothing to do with H. I feel like I've got a little depression or anxiety or something. The winter is starting to get to me. I am seeing my C now every ohter week adn she is helping me to work through it. I guess i jsut feel like I always have so much on my plate with working part time, being a mom, consulting on the side and managing the household in general (bills, food, paperwork, etc...). I feel like there's ALWAYS somethign that needs to be done... and just knowing that there are things out there that need to be done stresses me out.

So, I'm trying to work through this. I hate feeling blue. I am ready for Spring to come. I want to start gardening. I want to be outsdie with my kids. I'm sick of messing up the house every day.

So, that's my update.