H left for the trip. I guess because I had the emotional episode the other day, I am doing good so far. SIL who knows the situation, worries about me and will stop by sometime this weekend and we will watch 80's movies. It will be fun.
I made a initial contact with a lawyer and probably I can see him next week. Right now, I don't feel like something will help me since he does not have jobs. but no matter what, it will take time. So need to fight fight fight.
Well, I will come back to post more. Beauty
Me:31 H:29 D:7 S:2 M:7y Together:8y found out his A :07/07 bomb:11/01/07 s: 11/15/07 OW-1 is out of state; other female friends around first thread