oh jeez, I thought the borg (aka H) was the only one holding butt old grudges!! ok, dont' feel as alone or guilty as before. He also feeds on resentment, told me once that that was his driving force, that that's how he got ahead, with negativity or else he couldnt' motivate himself. And in a ways I believe that, I was part of an ADHD group, and when they loose grip of life they let go of EVERYthing and just fall down the gutter something awful.
Some apologies will never come, hugs))))))))))) you know you didn't do anything as awful as his A, so dont' sweat it hon
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.