Last night was rather calm. W was again closer than she has been recently. Good conversation, no relationship talk. She did suggest that I not eat a desert at one point. I guess it is just reflex on her part. Some physical conatct...nothing sexual (if and when this does happen, I will last all of 60 seconds due to the anticipation). I can sense that she is fighting this with all her will power. Anyhow she gave me her weekend schedule and as anticipated, I am not part of it. She will probbaly include me on Sunday for a movie with D7. This kind of stuff used to bother me quite a bit. Now, it's not as important to me. This AM., an evaluator for the bank is here (for her mortgage) and W seems to be bossing me around quite a bit (clean this etc.) like in the good old days. In conclusion, what I am trying to say is that sometimes W does not seem to act like she knows what is about to transpire (seperation , divorce etc.). At other times she seems to be very focused. All this within sometimes in the same day. Patience and one day at a time. I have to admit I am encouraged regarding last night. The eyes don't lie.
