KLM, He took AD's about three yrs ago, but they made him so sick becuase he drinks too much alcohol. Due to that he stopped taking them. He refused to get therapy or med's now. He just doesn't believe anything other than alcohol will make him happy.
He gave up on his new auto shop business 2 weeks after he opened. He said that now he will just go back to doing his other business which was roofing. He went bankrupt with his roofing business last dec. '06. He wanted to get out of it so badly for years, and now he is going back to it with an open mind and some hope for it to be great.
I think he is like "half-baked" as they say. He really seems to still be in replay to me, which scares me that he will change his mind about our M again. The reasons I feel he is still in replay is that: he visited his stripper friend a week before he returned to me, he is drinking about a case a day, he still wants to hang out with his new friends rather than our old friends, he has snapped at me twice this week we have been together and keeps placing a lot of blame on me, & he still wants nothing to do with our families.
I feel like I cant even bring up any of my issues, as I still feel like I am walking on egg shells. My issues are that he doesn't work everyday like I do, He likes to drink and the go to the bar way too much, he still flirts with other women, he's blaming me for the reasons he left, he got really happy the other day when he earned 3K - which shows he still seeks happiness outside of himself ($). I don't know what to think about the new person he has become.
He used to treat me so well for about 10 years, now he seems to still be so selfish. It is hard for me to respect him the way I used to. This stinks.I wish it were easier for me to forgive him, and trust him, but I feel like I have no reasons to do so yet. I fear that he is all "talk" right now and wont walk the walk. TIPPER
