Lisa. I am so sorry about this. You tried so very hard to save your M. Like everyone else I too think that this a line that cannot be crossed in reverse.
Take care. Keep posting here so that we can continue to help you and email me if you want to talk off the BBs.
Me 43 XH 45 M 2.7.88 Divorce 7.10.09 Kids D20,S17 & D15