I hope your W dumps her fantasy. I am sure it is still hard for you to understand why she would even think she's a lesbian. And I really admire you for your patience with her through her crisis.
Hope you get to GAL soon as that is also important for one's well-being.
I am OK and am looking forward to going away. Even though it really hasn't sunk in yet that I am going on vacation. That's because I am so busy at work and need to get alot done before leaving.