I did get a girlfriend and head out tonight. All we did was go shopping and have dinner. Took my mind of off him a little bit. Now I am sitting here painting my nails to match some new shoes I bought for tomorrow.
JMW no he didn't call. bummer I was wishing but not such luck.
brantcan- I was very indep. I was raising my daughter by myself with no family around to help and her dad is not in the picture. I work full time and at the time I was taking 3 classes a semester in college. I finally finished a year and a half ago and now 1 class a semester on my masters. Slow and easy. I thought I looked awesome for my age and I was very happy with my body. I had great perfect legs and was so proud of them! Now phfftttt.... I think the daily nit picking from him wore that confidence down. Everyday it was something...everything from not loading the dishwasher right to I actually got told I didn't scoop the litter box right. I couldn't catch a break at times.
Thanks again guys. You're awesome to take the time to write back some good info for me to ponder. I truly hope one day he will give us a chance again. So I am going to be strong and not contact him. Oh I did take all silly whiny stuff off myspace page today and put fun upbeat stuff and no mention of me missing him. Hopefully he will look at it and go hmmmmm
