You guys have such hard sitch's. Sometimes maybe I should think I am lucky where I am. I just want so much more it hurts. This detaching is really hard. I went out to dinner w/ friends and GALed and then went to S12 Basketball game. I purposely didn't go anywhere near her. She was texting the whole time. She thinks she is so important it is unreal. She texts more than a 16 year old, o'yeah, she is a sixteen year old. All I could think the whole time was the Babe I married is now gone, someone has taken her. She will probabily never be back. I feel so bad for my kids.
BTW: when she came back from the MC she said she told the MC that she was not very optimistic about us. That's a far cry from a month ago when she told the bad MC that she wanted out of this marrage. I think the Detaching and GALing may be having an effect on her. I am staying clear of her and her pain and hopeing it will subside. I wish I could help her through this but she needs to help herself. I feel so bad for her.
Where did my little girl go? Maybe it is time for me to accept that she is gone and not coming back but I can not just give up.
