Hey Nik: Thanks. Yes, I will have a good birthday. We were "newly broken up" last year on my birthday and I was a basket case so this year will definitely be an improvement.
Well, I appreciate your advice. I might wait that long. Actually my birthday is late March so it would be April 1 before I sent the card. I was looking forward to "breaking the ice" sooner than that. I sure wish I knew what was going on in her mind.
On one hand, I'd like to send it and see if I got any response. If she responded, great. If no response, maybe OK - more waiting. If she returned it, I'd know definitely to move on. On the other hand, IF she's missing me or "coming to terms with the religion thing" or "forgetting about the arguments/not getting along", the card might give her a good reason to make contact with me. Of course, she knows I still care about her and since I instigated reconciliation the other 30 times we broke up, she can pretty much bank on me "waiting" for her and still being available. I don't know.... It's all so crazy. I'm about to ready to forget it.
Anyone else out there????? I'm wearing out poor Nik. Thanks Nik.
