Oh I picked up when he called after D2 went to bed.. and we chatted for 15 minutes or so..
As for the house. The realtor came and I felt wretched.. the positive about the night was finding my diamond earring. I had been wearing them since he moved out. It was a reminder to me of a better time.. he had bought them for me as a wedding gift.. well wouldn't you know it, I lost one.. I was devastated and scoured the house looking for it.. I figured when I didn't find it that I lost it shoveling snow (darn snow).. so I was overjoyed when I saw it sitting in the middle of the floor that night.. was it karma telling me something?? Who knows.. I just know that I've got my earrings and I'm relieved although too worried about losing them to actually wear them anytime soon.. Anyway, about the realtors.. they priced our house really good.. I mean we've been in our house for 4 years come June and we will have made a pretty penny if we were to sell.. but I told my H that I'm not ready. So I'm not sure when we're going to revisit the idea. I guess when he eventually has to pay rent for his apartment he might force the issue.. but until then I'm staying put.
Prior to getting really into this DBing thing I was planning on moving away.. I figured if he wants out that I needed to move closer to family and friends so that I had people to help me raise my daughter.. it's a big job on my own. But for the time being I am standing for my M and to do that I can't move an hour away.. I need to stay here, nearby my H!
Well friends, I finished that book.. thankfully. I hope I have the opportunity to use what I learned to help my marriage.. but if that happens it won't be for a long while yet.. so instead I will use what I learned to help me relate with any man.. I imagine some of it will even be useful in the corporate world! Now I need to start Living in the Light.. but maybe I'll read a couple of pages of my light hearted romance novel first.. just to relax a bit.
H just called.. spoke to him for a few minutes.. talked about our day.. made wise cracks.. Felt comfortable.. he then spoke to D2 and asked her about her day and what she was doing and told her he loved her.. she is sitting next to me totally engrossed in her movie "Everyone's Hero".. Cute movie.. so his conversation with her was VERY one sided.. oh well. At least she managed to tell him she loved him and would see him tomorrow.
