I don't want her to drive the train, she is driving the train. My point is if she is going to kiss me I want a real kiss. Maybe I am asking to much but a little peck is hard to accept when you really want a lot more. Baby steps I guess. Jody wanted me to detach so W would have time to release anger and maybe move to friendship stage. W take the oppertunity when ever we are alone, one on one, to unload on me. She sees this as her time to beat the heck out of me thus she wants me to reduce this time. Reduce one on one time is her suggestion, definately no suggestion or chance at any intimacy. That ain't happening now. She said she would have to drink a whole bottle of Vodka for that to happen. There would be contact in the frienship stage. I love Grace's comment.
W just stopped in after her MC meeting. Said it went good and she will see her in a week or two. I am not real optomistic here guys. I feel like I am grabbing at straws. Something has to break soon. She needs to get rid of the anger so we can move forward to frienship or just bag the whole thing.
