Finding my way out of the dark

[mishka422]

This just makes me so mad! I'm pretty sure right now that I'm going to have to put my foot down about Saturday. I already had to cancel my plans for Friday so I'm not going to miss taking my son to the football game on Saturday. If H wants time this weekend he's just going to have to work it around our schedule. I realize he isn't thinking of anyone else right now but that is NOT my problem. I can't live in fear of making him upset. He will react however he's going to react, too bad.

I must say that I am really feeling strong right now. I have been doing so much work on myself and for myself and it's really paying off.

I dropped another clothing size...YEA ME!
I have been going to the gym more often....YEA ME!
I've been feeling very upbeat and positive and affirming myself when I feel really good.....YEA ME!
I've been consistent in my prayer and bible study....YEA ME!
I have had a PMA for almost a whole week.....BIG YEA ME!!!!
Working toward GAL....started writing a short story but had to leave off due to my crazed schedule lately. Can't start Tai Chi until one of my other classes ends.

All in all, good week for me. Just frustrated with H's scheduling issues. Not a HUGE deal though.