I'm sorry I didn't get on earlier. I wanted to say thanks for coming onto my thread. I've been reading yours all along but not posting much. It's sad to see that your H is yet again unsure about what he wants. I am glad to see though, that he's realizing what he's leaving and what a wonderful, beautiful person you truly are. I do hope that my H can see that in me some day. Right now he's at the point where it seems that he just sees an issue that he needs to resolve, something he needs to get away from.
I loved how Hope worded her response to you. She's a smart cookie!
I thought about you, Joie, LWB and a few others the other day when I was listening to the radio. The song "In My Daughter's Eyes" by Martina McBride came on. As the mom of a precious little girl, I understand your feelings about your sitch as it pertains to her. Take a listen to that song. It's a good song for crying, but it's also beautiful.
In my daughter's eyes I am a hero I am strong and wise and I know no fear But the truth is plain to see She was sent to rescue me I see who I wanna be In my daughter's eyes
In my daughter's eyes everyone is equal Darkness turns to light and the world is at peace This miracle God gave to me gives me strength when I am weak I find reason to believe In my daughter's eyes
And when she wraps her hand around my finger Oh it puts a smile in my heart Everything becomes a little clearer I realize what life is all about
It's hangin' on when your heart has had enough It's giving more when you feel like giving up I've seen the light It's in my daughter's eyes
In my daughter's eyes I can see the future A reflection of who I am and what will be Though she'll grow and someday leave Maybe raise a family When I'm gone I hope you see how happy she made me For I'll be there In my daughter's eyes
ME: 42, H: 42, D6 Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs. Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009 Status: Working on it day by day
