Beginning again like a newbie

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ACJ)))))))))))) do what I do, hog the bed and sleep in the middle :P

I'm thinking of getting a new bedroom set with a queen bed instead of a king, maybe at the end of the year.

I hate nights, I stay up til my eyes are closing & that way I go to sleep as soon as my head hits the pillow.

I'm sorry you are having a hard time right now, you know what I call them? the hit rock bottom times when a woman (women are like waves) goes all the way to the bottom, for emotional cleansing and has the need to let it all out and cry.
Yes, it was nice to share with the Hs when there were human and were around. But now I have warmed up my R's with old girlfriends, invite people over for dinner even if my home looks bad, dont' give a hoot anymore. I want to live with no regrets and like that silly chain email "dance like no one is watching".

I'm sure a few days from now I'll just want to sob, and after I do I'll feel much better. Do you go to church? what do you do for GAL?
I have the little ones and not much $$, but I make sure I dont' stay home during the weekends, either go to my family or just to window shop at the mall and get some sweets with the kids.

My sweet ACJ, dont' know if you are a believer, but I believe I'm never alone, I pray for the peace only God can bring, among all the mess this world brings us, we are never alone.

Don't know if you can get this book, but is wonderful "the wounded woman" it is a beautiful book meant for women who feel just like you do now, Mega hugs)))))) will add you to my prayers hon.