OT!!! such a sight for sore eyes. I do need a good 2x4, you are right, it is useless trying to make sense of this can of worms, trying to get a statement *I want to hear* from him, it still won't change a thing. It is what it is.
You are right, there is R, why do I waste my time trying to rearrange this "dead bouquet of flowers"? trying to make it look good one last time?

*sigh*, thank God for you all.


Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.