Yes, I have received e-mails like this before from H. Cards, too, and all spread out over the last 3 years.
In the beginning, I would cry. I'd cry a lot. But now, well honestly, it almost saddens me that I don't get emotional about it anymore. Not sure if that's a good or bad thing. I do feel they are nice gestures though.
Sometimes I believe I've detached possibly TOO much, but then again, how could it have been prevented? 3 years apart (even longer than that psychologically, emotionally) and not ever knowing if my H was going to come back or not.....I suppose it's taken its toll.
And I have to admit that I am scared of the possibility of H moving back in. After all this time, I am scared.
Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward. ~ Joseph Campbell
