Thank you for your concern. I am fine. I am still working on things with my W. I am trying to love her from a distance and be supportive. I have also found comfort in prayer and reconnecting with God and my church. I know that things will be okay if I give my pain and troubles over to God. I am learning to trust him and getting a little stronger each day.
I also realize that this is going to take time. I find that if I get on here every day I get very impatient. I occupy myself with my kids on the days I have them and with my work when I don't. That way I don't have too much time to dwell on my sitch.
I have decided to stand for my W and my M. I am committed to her and our R. I will do it for as long as it takes. Nothing worth having comes easy and my W and kids are the best thing that ever happened to me. I know it won't be easy and that there will be more crying before there is laughter, but I am focusing on the prize. I have my blinders on and will let all the other drama fall by the wayside. I know with the help of God I will have my M restored. It is in his hands and I will continue to pray for my W and that she will find comfort in God as well.
I know I sound like a bit of a zealot, but I really believe that this is what I need to do for me, my sons, AND my wife.
Now aren't you glad you asked....LOL
Keep up the amazing things you are doing Heather. I know you can do this too! Things will work out. Just be patient and do this one day at a time. There is nothing we can do about yesterday or tomorrow, just get through this day and then do it all over again tomorrow.
Hang in there...
-Bryan
Me-45 W-34 T-5 M-3 1/2 s-10 s-12 ILYBNILWY 12/26/07 Sleeping away from home at friend's house(because she says she can't get any sleep otherwise) 1/14/08 1/25/08 We tell kids she is moving out
