Ahhh Woog. I like that. I've learned lessons from my marriage instead of made mistakes in my marriage!! I think I'll say it a few times to myself right now.....
I am going to finish this book.. even though it's painful it's important to me to realize what parts I have control of in my dealings with men.. I will be able to use this information in even platonic relationships with males!
Next is journalling..
Note to myself. H called last night while I was giving D2 a bath so I didn't answer. He said in his voicemail message that I was likely giving D2 a bath and that he would call again. When he didn't call by the time she went to bed I called him, he didn't answer, and I had D2 leave a message saying Good night and that she loves him... I said nothing on the message.
H calls 25 minutes later.. D2 is already in bed.. he knows that but he calls anyway. I feel he wanted to speak to me. I like that feeling.. but I'm continuing to hold no expectations.