Regardless, it is very clear that you harbor a lot of negative emotions. If you stand any chance, you will need to diffuse those emotions.
I am wondering if I am starting to have resentment because I know there is no chance. He has stated in no uncertain terms that he will not be back. So I have realized that I don't stand a chance. There are no emails, phone calls, children. There is nothing to draw him back but me. Me whom he hates and is mad as heck at.
