Help...feel frustrated, helpless and sad! WAW/?MLC

[AliSuddenly]

Purr...sometimes (especially that last paragraph)... I read your posts and you sound like you are voicing the thoughts inside my very own head, in exactly the way I feel about them (only possibly more eloquently !) I cant tell you how I utterly am in the exact same place, feel the same longing, have the same tearful episodes and also took a hot water to bed for the exact same reason last night.

I'm so amazed that your W has been open in this manner, and I fully understand you dont want to get your hopes up. But, to admit she is teary and emotional and is obviously having insights and realisations that perhaps she didnt bank on having? Its interesting she apologised about the emails ! But said that she hadnt intended to be impersonal. Funny, maybe these WAS really dont appreciate the catastrophic effect their words/ actions have on us. Maybe they are so wrapped up in their own hurt, pain and disappointment that they cant see it..Also encouraging that when yuo did reach out to her and mention some issues from the MC, she responds well, and with more thoughts than you ! As a zoomer outer on your R, I can see that this is going in the right direction and not getting worse, and it does seem that her getting emotional can only be a good sign??? Be hopeful, she does seem to be keeping an open mind, the door hasnt slammed??

I just had a thought that my BF may have emailed me..I checked just then again and he has... 9.30 am ! Blimey, thats a first. Got to go set up a new thread ! Thanks for your support Purr on my thread, I always appreciate your thoughts, they're like mine, before they get negatively filtered ! We are in it together! Are you sure you're not some wierd twin seperated at birth thing from me??

Ali ((((Purr !))) - I know its not a real one, but hey.
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