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[cat03]

thanks for the welcome everyone)))) we must do the best with what we got.

Hey Ian, I remember you toots have seen you around though for the life of me don't remember how your stich is going (will snoop now, he he) Many people in this board have been a blessing to me and I'm glad that I was some help to you, I know that God will turn an ugly sitch and make it work for those who love him.

So here I am, I looked into it a bit more and decided to pay half, not putting it on my ccard of course, H agreed (hmm, need a new acronim, donkey is taken by MrsH in MLC :P )Alien!! there you go. Anyways, he was glad I agreed on that. Of course I got about 350$ dollar credit already, 600 he gave ow for her rent (told me it was for car repair) and 120 for a laptop he later return and squandered the $.

SInce he ripped my heart and tore it to shreds this am (if you got nothing, I repeat, nothing to do u can check out the blood bath at my goodbye post in piecing) I don't hurt as much. Something broke (my db bone?) when he yelled how he never wanted to get married and knew it was a mistake. I do get teary eyed talking about S, but it's no longer about feelings for him, I think most of them if not all are gone.

I'll shut up now :P, reading "the almost painless D" about mediation and other stuff dealing with D.