Somewhere in the convo I was lead in a different direction. I was surprised to hear myself say that I didn't want this and I wouldn't help. I know we all talk about that here, but I did not plan on going in that direction when I spoke with him. I was done. While I know he still is. I feel compelled to stand my ground in a way that I was ready to relinquish yesterday.
We have all been here so many times. It is so strange how you can be so sure of what you want to do one minute and then next, well, you take a 180. You have always seem to have been on a steady course so I have my doubts that you were really ready to make that leap. I think you know you can't trust your emotions right now so, relax if you can. You will find your bearing again once this storm passes (I had to put that in pirate terms for you! ).
You will make it through this. We are all here rooting for you Grace.
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