Your posts have been very introspective and the answer you are finding are quite wonderful. It is so easy to lose yourself in this nonsense. Self-loathing becomes easy and failure becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy. I have seen it over and over again. But the truth is that no matter what happens if you find yourself and learn to love yourself again, you are success. And you are a success even with the every day struggles that we humans must endure.
