Saw him on a singles site...

[Where is Hope?]

H was trying to talk me into doing things that would definitely not be in my best interests financially. And he's whining because he decided to sell our family home and move into a rental duplex we own. It's as big as our house, so why the whine? I'm moving into a SMALL rental house we have and I'm happy to have a home! He also found out today that his two younger sons are smoking pot. And his oldest son is hiding out because he has a warrant for his arrest.

And meanwhile, my son that he said is a piece of [censored] got a Dean's Scholarship at a well-known university!

I have been noticing lately that I don't care about saving the marriage anymore. I mean, it was Plan A, but after months of his verbal abuse and punishing me when I don't behave, I'm done! (He cancelled my cell phone and gas card because I was CRYING SO MUCH over seeing him on that singles site, of which he is STILL advertising himself!)

My love for him has hit an all time low. Do I need a spanking for feeling like throwing in the towel?