Well here we are an as yet, nothing has been resolved. Tomorrow will be 2 months that he has been gone and he still can't decide.
I was talking to him today and I asked what he wanted for his birthday and he said a brain and the courage to make a decision either way. I told him he just needed to do whatever he needed to do for himself. He told me how he has become wishy-washy and how he never used to be that way, DUH!!!
He said he is scared either way and I had to go, but good lord how is this so hard? If the person you are having a PA/EA with in 4 months is better to/for you than I have been in 20 years, move on! Let me get on with my life, why all of this waffling and making things harder than they need to be?
I have noticed that the less I contact, the more he contacts me. He has called me 4 times in the last 2 days and his comment is always, "I don't know why I'm calling to tell you this!"
Today I told him, "Its because you Love me so much." I was just joking and he told me that he did, which opened up the conversation above. I'm sooo confused, I want to push, but it'll just end up badly, but I also am getting tired of waiting.
Any advice?
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
