Well, I talked to my lawyer, and told him to just go ahead and receive H's D papers. He said that would be fine.

Plus it would save me a lot of anxiety from worrying about getting served at any time. At this point, I wouldn't be surprised if H had me served at church.

Anyway, looks like I'm headed over to the D forum now. There is no way that I can stall this, he is so hellbent on pushing this through now. It would just make me look like a desperate, clawing woman to try to hang on. I'm sure he feels trapped and wants to get on with his new life. I bet the reason for the big rush is that H wants to marry his new GF this summer.

I am heartbroken.