SPM,

I agree we will all pull through. Our plans may be altered, but we'll become better, stronger, healthier people, husbands, wives, fathers, mothers, and friends as a result.

It is sad to see us here, but we are here for a reason. We are here to grow, change, and learn something. I think one thing I'm supposed to learn is to completely let things go that I can't control. That has always been difficult for me, but I can see it and I'm getting better all the time (pulled a quote from Modern English's "I'll Melt w/ You" there).

Why we're here doesn't make any sense right now and we may never fully see it, but we're here and we have to make the most of every opportunity, unfortunately this also means opportunities like the ones were in now.

Like you, I'm beginning to wonder how, when or if we can ever come back from this. Right now, w/ my W being so mean, cruel and distant, I just don't see it. However, time can do wonders to and for people if we let it, so who really knows in the end.

I'm very stoked for you to be able to be w/ your kids again today. HAVE A BLAST! I don't have to tell you to do so, b/c you always do.

RTL


M:38; D: 6
Divorce Final: 10/6/08