Please don't leave us now. It doesn't matter what forum you post in. We are your friends on this board and we care about you. your journey is just beginning now. Getting that conflicted, negative person out of your life is just the first step. Yes, it's painful and awful, but you are not alone in that either. People here understand what you have been through and know how strong and kind you are.
Please stay on the board and post. We want to be beside you every step of the way until you post like Mea Again did this week, that you are happier than you were before any of this ever happened.