I had to put down my darlin less than 2 months ago. Well, really, it was H's boy, but H wouldn't do it. What he did do was ask to do it 3 hours after it had been done... And to boot that was the day after the first wedding anniversary after the separation.
That was one of maybe five major turning points in the last two months that have made me reach the point where I don't much care if my marriage works out (I think I'm about midway through the MLC handbook) even though I wholeheartedly believe in it - because this has not been my choice. But the funny thing is that with that space I am able to see the situation much more clearly, see him much more clearly, and feel free to breathe again without having to wait for his reactions to everything I do (which made it easier when I heard this w/e that he's now living with and currently on holiday with OW).
I guess this got to be about getting some things off my chest too !
I see such amazing people in these posts, some having good days and some having bad - it's great that there are others out there who feel the same way about their families. Know that your beloved puppy will always, ALWAYS know that you loved him/her.
(((hugs)))
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