Your S4 was very brave to tell his father what was on his mind.
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You know sweety...some days I really do think it would be best if God just took me out of this torturous ride....some days, I think H, ow and my kids would be so much better off if I were just to take the next EXIT...and just never come back. They would all live their happily ever after !
I have to admit, I have this thought a lot. BUT, I always come to my senses and realize that if I was to do something stupid, I would be hurting my children the most. I know my kids like the ow very much, maybe even love her, but I know they love me more and they count on me to be their solid rock, just like your children. The children have all those wondering thoughts in their eyes because of YOU! Don't take that away from them.
Your S4 even knows who is the better woman.
I know it hurts, I feel like we are on the never ending rollercoaster ride.
