I've always felt that when the WAS is releasing all of their anger, it is to show how much pain they are/were in. And I believe that is why they crush you so with D papers and any other awful words/acts just to further validate that anger, hatred, whatever feelings etc...That's why so many refer to them as demons and such...completely different person than what you have ever seen before.
Regardless, it is very clear that you harbor a lot of negative emotions. If you stand any chance, you will need to diffuse those emotions.
