Well things have taken a turn for 'hell'. My S4 took it upon himself tonight to start telling H that he thinks H should tell ow, that she should go search for another daddy. That this daddy can't have two girlfriends...(oh my poor sweet little boy !) I think after he told H this about 7 times, H must have said, no, I am not going to tell her that, and then S4 said, well I WILL !!! (Oh my, how can such a little boy understand the morals of life better than his 36 year old father?!)
Then D7 started trying to explain on the phone what S4 meant and then H at one point said something like 'why is mommy telling him these things'...then D7 said, 'But she's not!' well if we know ONE thing it's that D7 is Extremely honest and cannot lie on the spot...so I think it was obvious. I didn't understand why S4 was saying all that, because I had just been upset with him over throwing water in the bathroom, so it was a totally different topic, yet he took it upon himself to talk about ow and his daddy on the phone.
D7 asked H who was his bestest friend and of course H answered ow ! Then she said, no but who is sweeter, and once again H said ow ! Then D7 said, well I don't think so, I think mommy is sweeter ! My sweet sweet children....if it weren't for them...
Well, H sent a very late TM saying that he would be there tomorrow when I put down our dog.
Guys, I'm sorry,....I did try, I had more than a few 'second opinions'.....it just all boils down to me doing it alone and I cannot do it anymore. This is it for me. This is my limit, however hard it is to admit, that I have found a limit....
About the TM I sent H, I know you all think it was good, but H was not pleased with it. As a matter of fact it bugs him like hell....he does not like being told what to do.
I am sad tonight....life sure surprised me.
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
