Wow! What I wouldn't have given for a I'm sorry! It no longer seems important although I'm sure it wouldn't hurt to hear. I won't and thankfully I no longer wish for it.
I do think you are wonderful in how you are handling dealing with him.
Giving him his space and allowing him his feelings. Not trying to fix it for him. What a wonderful person you are.
Hope you get well quickly.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"