Out of the Blue?

[kturnernc]

You are exactly right jmw128. Let's look at this... what can i find out? If I look and find out nothing then I will still worry and keep looking and distrusting her. If I find something then I will be sorry I even looked. I am staying out of that. Any of the looking is in the past. I am still wanting to, but I am not acting on it.

As far as movements in GAL... I went to a hockey game last night with some buddies. Had a great time. WAW happened to call during the game (I did not pick up). In her very brief message she sounded.. a bit irritated that I did not answer. I know it was just the nightly call for the kids to say good night, but she was the one on the phone, not them. I also have a really good gym at my new place, I will start going there next week as I have the kids this weekend and they can't go in there. I have also picked back up drawing with pastels. I may pick back up some other hobbies i used to do years ago that would keep my mind off things.

Right now, I think I am doing fairly well. I am taking a break on reading books on separation, self help, divorce, relationships, etc, because I think I was getting burned out. I am going to mentally and physically relax and then make some more changes next week. I am hoping to go get some new clothes. As a lot of my stuff does not fit due to the weight I have lost in this ordeal.

Thanks for all the positive advice and vibes guys!!!