WOW - I could not have attended a function with my ex and OW without wanting to puke. Not even now - years later. The hurt, anger and nausea are still there. And I think for me that will remain. I will just avoid them.
But for you - that is huge! I give you much credit for moving forward and facing your fear. Since it is something you enjoy being part of - so much the better. You went for the right reasons.
As for Tex, I should probably not have brought it up but I just have these horrible feelings about that guy and what he is doing to you. Why you won't shake him off so you can move on with a "REAL" relationship just astounds me and many of the others here. Not posting doesn't mean he isn't continuing to lie and string you along. I wish for your own good you would just realize he is the Biggest Loser on the planet. Ok, I'm done.
Have you made plans with your friend for the motorcycle group? I think that would be another huge step forward. I also wonder if there might be some available, attractive men in the dog training circuit. That would be ideal - someone with similar interests so you wouldn't have to worry about meshing with someone who wasn't into dogs. Wasn't there a movie - oh yeah "Must Love Dogs". And 101 Dalmations just re-released. That couple met through their dogs.
I miss my kittens terribly. Look forward to getting home to see them and Ryan. No other reason on the planet.
