Gosh Sir, you are so awesome....you are doing so well, I only wish I was doing as well...

I cried myself to sleep...H actually looked really good last night, and this morning I had to call him to bring my S10 a lunch and he is already heading to the gym....so I guess the depression is gone and he's back to living the good life...

I wish I could really convince myself that it is MLC, then maybe I could understand a little more..he just seems so at peace with his decision...

I'm sorry but I want him to hurt like I do...I know I dont' have control but geez....

Sorry, venting....the day started out bad...I guess going to bed was bad....

I'll make it better.....

Treese


Treese

H 49
M 45
D 23, D17, S12
M 25 T 31
01/07 OW H at my door w/proof
Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07
Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass,
Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9
11/08 pos.paternity