Back on the Roller Coaster - OW still around

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FA,

They will poke their heads out of the tunnel then retreat back, but they say the times out will get longer and the trips back in will be shorter and not so deep. Keep with the program.

I think we all look for the worst to be happening and look for signs that it is. Resist the temptation to drive by his house, if he's not home you will automatically think he's with OW. I know that now my W is thinking that about me.

Went to D24's house tonight to pick up some clothes from her BF. D said oh my God when I walked in because I shaved my goatee off, she's never seen me clean faced. W noticed also, she asked why I shaved it off. I guess I must have soundeda bit defensive and said I did it for myself. I bet she thinks I did it for who I'm "dating", LOL. I had on new clothes, D19 took me shopping Sun, got some great buys. Was wearing designer slacks and shirt (never worn really these in the past), W asked where I was going tonight. Said to meet a friend for something to eat and a drink. She asked if had a date, I didn't respond. She's wondering!!! Took coaches advice and told W on leaving it was good to see her and she really looks good. She said I really looked good also, D24 said I'll say, too bad you're my Dad! Was there about 45 min, played with GS more than half of the time, very little with W.

Whe you go out Wed or Thurs, be evasive about who you are going to met, say a friend. Let him wonder if the friend is male or female. I know it must be driving my W mad wondering if I'm seeing someone. I'm not and that's why I've told my S what is going on.

I see some positives in W. She was awake the whole time I was there, a month ago she would have fallen asleep after sitting on the couch for 5 min. She seemed to try to dig for an answer for if I had a date, shows somewhat she cares/is jealous.

Mike