Prepared supper and sat down to chat with W. She asked me why I was so nice to her and I seemed so aggressive earlier. I answered that in spite of what we are going through, my feelings for her have not changed (notice I did not say "I love you") that is why I am nice to you. As far as the aggressive stuff, I did not have a great day and i apologized if i brought it (my mood) in the home. We spole about the house and possible scenarios for the sale or her buying me out etc. She really wants to keep it. If I could I would give her a great deal on it. i am already taking a hit but I wonder if she even realizes it. Anyway, she was alot friendlier even sitting next to me on the couch and sharing a few laughs. Does this mean everything is fine between us? No, but i know that my mood greatly affects hers. I am so aware of her actions (regardless of how small) that I can tell when she is softening up. She even reminisced about one of our trips pre D7.
