Let me just say once again if you don't understand just ask. I will do my best. What works for me is specific references. People write alot. It is hard for me to think and respond to it all. My brain is going a million miles a minute and I tend to forget. I will never take offense to anything someone says. Ask away. Point out what I am doing wrong. Or just what you don't understand. I will do the same. 99% of the time I am just going on what I think or what I "see". I fully understand not every one will get it.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.