she called and canscelled our date tonight. said she was throwing up all night and didnt go to work. I told her she should stay at her apartment and get some rest. i empathiesed with her and told her i realised that she has had a real hard last few weeks and she is jusr run down. I would have offered to go over there and see a movie but i realise she jusrt movesd out and that offer might not be looked at as a good thing, but as me trying to find out were she lived. i sent her a text later that said if she needed anything to let me know and to get better soon
she sounds so sad right not i whish i could help her feel better but o know she sees me as the sourse of most of whats wrong in her life so i sit and wait.
