Posting to get things off my chest

[Cinderellaman]

Hi dear friends,

I haven't posted much about myself lately...I've been trying to live my life focusing on the positives...and being greatful for them.
It has been easier since then.

However something has happened....our dog who had the terrible accident last November (she got caught on a fence, trying to escape) well, she is going to need even 3 or 4 more months of intense fysio therapy, 3 weeks of antibiotics, cleaning of the paw every day AND to top it all off some kind of therapy to help her with her fear of being alone and therefore destroying things (doors, electricity sockets, pillows, ANYTHING...)

This all rests on MY shoulders, because H has said that he cannot help me as the he cannot take the dog to his appt in the city ! So, if I decide to go on with all these treatments, it will be ME and only ME who has to do it and who will be responsible for it.

Well, I have many many issues with this...I can't go into all of them here. The vet came over today and as a miracle, H came too....he was here all the time and we all discussed the situation. We have decided that if I do not change my mind before that time then we will put down our dog on Monday.

I will keep you posted on this.

As the vet was about to leave ...at 9.30pm H's phone went off, it was ow !!!!!!!!!!!! I couldn't believe my ears when he actually picked up and started telling her about the dog and what we had been discussing ! I nearly freaked out then and there, but just calmly asked him after a few minutes to please call her back later. He hung up quickly after that.

I cannot believe she called ! Asking whether he and the dog were ok !?! I mean he was here for 2,5 hours ! And she felt the need to call allready ! URGH.

I feel like calling him or texting him now that I do not like him telling her about me and all my troubles and how I was so upset about this all....because you see in my eyes it is NONE of her business !

I bet you will all say NOT to call, but I really feel like doing it, right now. URGH.

Oh well, just when I was doing so well....