As I write, and rewrite I see myself making excuses for my faults and his indiscretions. I need to stop letting him do these things to me and let him go off on self destruction and end my wifely duty to save him.
I love the man I knew before this and I told him so, I said I hope to see him again someday.
He's going through MLC so theres not much I can do, your right I can't control this man or anything right now he has total control over this and well he's handled everything badly so far so why should I think he'll handle his so called R any better, he's under the spell of "love" or so he thinks, whatever.
He said he wants us to be friends for the sake of the kids, right, so for the sake of the kids why doesn't he stay, right I forgot I'm the only one that can make concessions.
MLC "Another One Bites the Dust."
Love Queen!
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M 45 H 42
D 26 D 18 S 16
Married 19 years Together 24 years ILYBNILWY 1/7/08 OW 10/11/07 ended affair 3/14/08 came home 3/14/08 last contacted ow 3/17/08 4/19/08 trying to piece marriage back.
