rough couple of days. I ended up shoveling on sunday...took me a few tries and each try took a toll on me...really wiped me out...but I did it. I'm still exhausted from it. which irritates me to no end because I am past done with being sick. I do NOT do sick well. I take that back, I do, but then I just expect myself to recover on my own terms. like, okay, flu, I'll give you x number of days then its time to LEAVE because I have things to do already.
had therapy today, which was about as much as I could do (that and shuttling the kids to/from school). the good thing about therapy is that even though I was not in the mood for it...really feeling negative/weak/annoyed/etc...I came out feeling better. my ic helped me realize that I need to get back to listening to what my body needs and stop trying to control/dictate things that are beyond my control. and she's right, of course. so trying to be better about that.
so I already feel like I'm in a better place again. and I am getting stronger every day, so even though it isn't on my timeframe, at least I am seeing progress, so all is good.
hope everyone is doing well.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
