Thank you all for the advice, it sure is nice to be here & I sure hope it will work out. I miss him so much & I'm have been tempted to call him but I've been strong & have not called. I don't imagine I'll see him again until Monday at mediation which I dread! My lawyer wants to see all the money he has spent going out to see the OW, that's why I've been checking the CC's. Do you all really think there is a chance we can get back together? I cannot wait until I get these books I've ordered!
